Hurting me. You’re Hurting me and you don’t even notice it. I am selfish. I cannot notice my reactions. I am explosive and I am toxic. You made me like this. Your love, your treatment made me addicted to you. You love me so much yet you hate me as much. You’re selfish and manipulative. Innocence made me ignorant to your game. That lovely innocence I no longer have. I don’t blame you. I blame my innocence. That ignorance to life. I blame being young and naive. Traumatized to the departure. I wasn’t ready. I was forced to leave. You Wanted to leave. You’re a murder of innocence.

Forget the idea that you don’t deserve good things. You are alive and strong and well worth every good thing that comes your way.

Going Beyond Limits

So a lot of changes have come… I know that each one demands a different level of me… My body, my mind, my spirit, my heart, my direction, and my soul… This recent change has swept the Earth beneath me like the last few that have happened this year… It is beyond my control, all I can do is adapt and continue living my life to the fullest. The road has rough terrain ahead but I am built for this–the pain is inevitable but the suffering is temporary. I have no time to waste on silence nor mind games, I’ll find happiness where I can and prioritize my self-worth.  I’m working on healing my past wounds, cutting my cords, and strengthening my resolve. Each trial has been...

People who judge you are not defining you, but rather themselves. Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth. You are the only one who really knows who you are.  And you are worth it.