Going Beyond Limits

So a lot of changes have come… I know that each one demands a different level of me… My body, my mind, my spirit, my heart, my direction, and my soul… This recent change has swept the Earth beneath me like the last few that have happened this year… It is beyond my control, all I can do is adapt and continue living my life to the fullest. The road has rough terrain ahead but I am built for this–the pain is inevitable but the suffering is temporary. I have no time to waste on silence nor mind games, I’ll find happiness where I can and prioritize my self-worth.  I’m working on healing my past wounds, cutting my cords, and strengthening my resolve. Each trial has been...

People who judge you are not defining you, but rather themselves. Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth. You are the only one who really knows who you are.  And you are worth it.  

Happiness

You know what? I’ve changed. I’ve become more positive and a happy person. Yes, I still let all the negativity exist within me, but not for a long time, not in the way that I will dwell on it for so long. I started thinking and applying positive thoughts, I let it all flow freely and it’s really a nice feeling. I’m happy. Happy about everything that’s happening to me, despite all the problems I’m still having. I don’t let sadness overcome me and drains me all away, again. Now, I’m better. Much better. I’m not saying that it’s wrong to be sad, in fact, it’s okay to be sad, really. It’s okay not to be okay. You don’t have to fake a smile if you don’t feel like...

Of envy.

I am insecure. I envy pretty girls, skillful people, smiling people, strong guys, I am envious of all the qualities I do not posess within myself. I tend to forget that, No one is flawless and No single person is able to do everything. I tend to see everyone else as Perfect. So if one day you see me staring at you with saddened eyes and a quiet stifled heave of sigh, Do know I am not upset. Nor that it is your fault. It is myself to blame, I, Who still learn how to love myself And Though effort seems vain, Try to stop questioning why people love me.