[I SHALL ALWAYS FEAR]

I was never good enough it seems, Always judged and never understood, Even when the light within started to dim, I wonder which part of society did I stood. I hear and I fear, The words to me so simple yet hurtful, I tried my best to make myself seemed dear, Yet I was never enough to make you think I’m beautiful. I tried and I cried, Against a nonexistent shoulder, I’ve cried and I’ve died, Against the cold ground to me that felt warm. Atolophobia, No longer part of a physical form, Its spiritual started to develop a paranoia, And no longer shall I cry, as a fake smile on my face forever permanent.

From A Tree To A Seat No One Uses

Accidentally

Slowly You slipped through my fingers Without me noticing it Nor feeling it; You still smile at me But not the way you did before It was a smile A sad one A lonely one.  Sorry If you accidentally slipped on my skin. 

Eyes

I get lost in your eyes.  They contain things I don't deserve.  I don't deserve the stares you're giving me, Nor the twinkle in your eyes.  Why do you look at me, As if I am holding every piece of you, As if I am your life, As if you're willing to surrender everything to touch me? Why?

Unpublished Book

Here I write, Things unknown to me, To him, to them, to everyone; Here exists, Every piece i wish to say, To have, to touch, to experience; It will be unraveled here, Everything i didn't know existed nor thought. 

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I love Rupi Kaur. These poems are beautiful and so emotional.

The One That Got Away

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