I have been thinking a lot lately. And it all goes down to one point. I have wasted so much time. I could have gotten that job! But no, I didn't coz I thought I derserve better. I could've gotten that Master's degree! But no, coz I thought nah, this field's not for me. I could've gotten the best man any girl dreamed of. But NO! I didn't coz I thought, he's no match for me. 

Now, everytime I pass by that window, and see how amazing it is to be in that position that I once thought was no good, I smile bitterly. I didn't grab a hold to things that are actually important. 

That guy? He's happy now. 

While me?

I'm still missing him.

If I could only turn back time. 

I would change my own mind.

But I couldn't.

So if you're reading this, I want you to know that sometimes, there's no second chance. 

Take a leap of faith. Grab it. Be spontaneous! Be not like me.