Hard heart

If you’re not talking about your life are you really being yourself? The relevance of this is pursing me hard... we need confidence, self esteem back... anxiety and depression need to go. My needs need to be met first before any other human... my heart, mind and spirit come first, I need space, I need to be alone... you can’t build a home, you make one, and the one you should focus on is written in the lines above. I’d rather let life test me, break and learn from every experience than get told how to live my life; damn I’ve been there, on my knees broken, cried my eyes out to the point of self destruction.... and that’s what happened; destructed and reconstructed myself, threw everything out of the window to only start again, they say the eyes are the window to the soul and if you look in mine, there’s been more cold ones than warm ones, but this is life: adapt, adjust or give up because you’re not seeing results: expectations.