Something or nothing 

All this darkness, all this pain; at the end is pleasure... it might not be what you want but at the present point it’s what you needs. As an act of bravery to step into the darkness one more time and release what goes on inside your mind is an act of defiance is it not? Although they may agree or not, that’s not the point is it... it’s not about if someone likes your point of view or not but more so what did you learn from this experience and what can you take away to add to your life? Character... what do you bring to the table if you can’t bring yourself? Someone else... another being or another mind: a mind in need of acceptance from another because one does not want to deal with their own self... as we have all been guilty of this at some stage in our life, it’s not about doing over and over again but more so are you aware what you did? If so then you won, if not then you should really start questioning yourself.... one should not question another over and over and more of question themselves first, before another. Not all know everything but pick who you tell what to, would you ask the bricklayer about carpentry? Of course not so why would you ask someone a question and deny the answer? One could say one does not understand but it also complies with denial of self and to know someone new... a comfort zone in that I don’t want to change? Yet you came to me for an answer and you have denied what I said... an act of defence, cowardice behaviours, a mind like this is not one you should tell anything too, as from my experience one will constantly come back for an answer to everything then tell you to shut in front of others for a “brawn” move, but you know what this person is really like; a coward, I have been asked why I talk about this on many occasions and that is purely for I have crossed many, if not more of these people in life than any other, and to dive deeper and more simply, it’s appalling, one can’t defend themselves; is not my problem, then one should not open their mouth and might learn something new; but no... the learner will cop abuse, mental, spiritual and emotional. My life written up in this. Hopefully one day this ends.