My First Marathon

With every run I do, I never train but always come prepared...Even my first time running 5k (after not running or jogging for 3 years) did not motivate me to train at all.  And I guess I shouldn't be surprised that I'm a bit disappointed with my time (45min) or with the lack of sweat. Oh, well. Motivation for the next marathon then!

Random thoughts 001

Sometimes I think about how the Fishal family could name their son Benny, so that whenever he's upset they could just say,"Don't be sad, son. You're Benny Fishal."

Bus ride at sunset

Why am I always in deep shit?

I always find myself in a bad place, even after making the effort to change and be better, to put myself out there.  Why do I always end up unknowingly screwing up one tiny little thing that snowballs into this big giant thing that bites me in the ass?  Am I not doing enough?  Am I not enough?