25 july 2018 

Missing someone who is not ours is a disease.

Huhh i dont know what i have to do, even in my activity, I always thought about it. I just dont feel right for it. 

for him, I'm just a little baby who still has to learn to finish my school, and work.

he never took me seriously. because I'm not the type of woman he wants. I'm too stupid to think that he will like me someday. And i know that can't happen. 

Ahhh this is made me crazy everynight. Writing every story while you felt so sleepy. 

Yess thats me. 😂😂