A computer as need not want anymore

So today I went to a repairing shop to repair my laptop...Before talking about this I just want to let you know that I live in a very tight budget that sometimes I couldnt even buy food cause it's not a priority...not only that, I live alone, working so hard, barely has enough sleep and I just sometimes just feels like givin up but believe God is always there with me, help me whenever I need him. 

    Back to my point here, my laptop is already 4 years old and I can't buy a new one no matter how much I want it.I downgraded it 2 years ago with an IT student from Windows 10 to Windows 7 and without I'm not knowing it, he installed the unoriginal ones but somehow I like it because he only charged me RM20 for it.. As much as I wish he did not install the original ones, I kinda love the fact that he installed so many softwares that I actually need such as Adobe Photoshop, Illustrator, InDesign, Premier Pro and so on.. What I hate is the fact that he separate my driver into 2...

   I've been trying to live without my parents' money cause they are not that financially stable themselve so I really dont want to burden them. 

   I want to finish this later...stay tune for continue