Life: The Lie

You know that scene in Harry Potter when he’s making breakfast for the Dursley’s? That’s pretty much how my life feels. My friends, family, anyone and everyone I meet just want so much, and I try to give it to them but it’s never good enough. I’d blow up Aunt Marge too. How can someone ever be rude? What sours in a person to make them like that? It baffles me. Life is such a shame some days. Idk.

From A Tree To A Seat No One Uses

Love

I love you. I’m not sure if you think I am your true love, or whether you even want me to be. Alas, I feel like something inside of me is telling me that you, are mine. The funny thing is, for the first time in my life, I believe in myself. 

Midnight

Midnight. Is the time I wish for you most. I can reminisce, midnights in different places. When I lived in the city, how stunning the river was at twelve o'clock. There were no stars in the city, but there were lights and that’s all I had. Wishing for you. 

Dearest Stranger

I am sorry. I am sorry for the aching the world has gifted upon you so unjustly. I am sorry for when you feel lonely; I am most sorry for when you feel alone. Loneliness is too excruciating to go through on one’s own. The scars it leaves can only be healed by love. I hope you find it. Being lonely is nefarious, but being alone is something else. Friends will come and go, there will be times you wished they’d stayed, more times you’d wished they’d left sooner. Cherish them while they’re still here. You’ll miss them when they’re gone. You are not alone; I know the pain of loneliness all too well. I know that when pain visits, you greet it as if it had been missed. The pain on...

She changed me

She changed me. She changed the books I read, the people I loved. She changed the night sky; the moon and every star. She changed the way my heart felt. She showed me a love so great I never thought could exist. She’s gone now, but I am not. She changed me, into me.

I’m sorry, friend

grief & awkwardness

  Awkward characters are, ironically, so cool. Like, I could just point at the big screen with awe and adoration and be like, "That's me!" They're great. I mean, it just shows that they're human. That they are genuine and sometimes, we're awkward too! Don't try to deny it.     I'm pretty sure there was that one time where you're in a family reunion and you don't know nearly all of people there that you just stand in the corner and smile awkwardly as someone comes up to you and pats your back or pinches your cheek.   Or that time you hear from someone that one likes you but you're friends with one and you don't know how to act towards one now that you know one's secret and you...