To the guy I used to love

I have written you tons of poetries, letters and stories because you showed me that I can love myself.

You lit up the light in my life and I thought that that was beautiful. you made me feel different emotions. you became the trigger to my moodswings but you were still my favorite.

I knew that it will hurt.

I knew that it was impossible for us to “date” since you only see me as a sister you never had but I held on to that tiny hope for us.

Do you remember the moment you got annoyed at me for being so stubborn but you ended up buying me ice cream.

seems like my stubbornness was the reason my heart got crushed. You’re my first love.

yes, you broke me and you’re still breaking my heart at the sight of you and my bestfriend dating.

p.s I still love you.