Friend when needed.

You were there when they need you - your prayer, your advice, your comfort, your help.  Now that they’re okay, they no longer need my help. They no longer need my presence. So there’s no more reason for them to connect with me.  These people who has been dependent to me when they are struggling, now, I see them in a together with wonderful bonds, and have their own ways to connect themselves together. They have their lives now. Sadly, I wasn’t included. 😭 I just wish that someday, I’ll find a friend who will be there not because there’s help I can offer but because someone who has pure intention to be my friend. Someone whose loyalty matches with the loyalty I...

Hit the rock bottom? LET GO and TRUST GOD 

Have you ever feel like there's no way out? Have you been overworrying about something that makes you feel like you're going crazy? I'm sure you have felt that way at some point of time in your life regardless of your age. The feeling sucks isn't it? It creates anxiety, stress, depression and all that but let me tell you.. It's okay.. it's part of our lives that is growing. The past is the past you can change your life and begin a new life with God.   We will have to face through many unwanted situations. Life is tough, it is uneasy and sometimes you may question  to yourself "what's the meaning of life?" so here i am to share with you this very...

SINUNGALING SI TATAY

"Tay, kain ka na po." "Sige lang anak. Kumain na si tatay. Ubusin mo 'yan." "Tay hati po tayo dito sa kumot. Malamig na po." "Sige lang anak. Kaya ni tatay ang lamig. Matulog ka nang mahimbing." "Tay, bakit hindi ka pa po natutulog?" "Hindi pa inaantok si tatay 'nak, eh. Sige, matulog ka na ulit." "Tay, magkakaroon po kami ng field trip. Gusto ko pong sumali." "Gano'n ba 'nak. Sige, maghahanap si tatay ng pera." "Tay, ito po tubig oh." "Hindi 'nak, sa 'yo na 'yan. Mahaba pa ang lalakarin natin baka mauhaw ka. Hindi rin naman nauuhaw si tatay." "Tay, nagugutom na po ako. Wala pa po tayong pagkain." "Pasensiya na 'nak hindi kasi ako pinasahod ngayon sa trabaho, eh. Sandali, mangungutang si...

Life: The Lie

You know that scene in Harry Potter when he’s making breakfast for the Dursley’s? That’s pretty much how my life feels. My friends, family, anyone and everyone I meet just want so much, and I try to give it to them but it’s never good enough. I’d blow up Aunt Marge too. How can someone ever be rude? What sours in a person to make them like that? It baffles me. Life is such a shame some days. Idk.

Some sad songs for those who’ve got them blues  

Lana del rey: Ride, Pawn Shop Blues Alt J: Pusher, Arrival in Nara Sufjan Stevens: John My Beloved, Visions of Gideon  Misc.  - Human by Jon Bellion - I see you by Missio - Sadness is taking over by Flora Cash - Jocelyn Flores by XXXTentacion  Happy wallowing everyone🙏

Hands up all the depressed people here! 🙌🏻✋🏻

Let’s all be sad and eat ice cream together 

From A Tree To A Seat No One Uses

Birdbox Review 

I now understand what EVERYONE is raving about! The movie Birdbox took me through sadness, hope, Lisa, fear and left me with an overall feeling of satisfcation once it ended. Sandra Bullock was the perfect choice for this film and Trevante Rhodes was pretty easy on the eyes 😉 This movie is the perfect mix of action and adventure. I recommend this movie to all Netflix users. Absolutely incredible and gets a well deserved 10/10.

To the guy I used to love

I have written you tons of poetries, letters and stories because you showed me that I can love myself. You lit up the light in my life and I thought that that was beautiful. you made me feel different emotions. you became the trigger to my moodswings but you were still my favorite. I knew that it will hurt. I knew that it was impossible for us to “date” since you only see me as a sister you never had but I held on to that tiny hope for us. Do you remember the moment you got annoyed at me for being so stubborn but you ended up buying me ice cream. seems like my stubbornness was the reason my heart got crushed. You’re my first love. yes, you broke me and you’re still breaking my...

Anyone feeling melancholic today? Here's something to feed your emotions.

"When the party's over" by Billie Eilish, enjoy!

If you having hard times or days, feel free to cry. Someone will come to you and they will cover your eyes with their two tiny hands and soon enough, those times will pass and you will get better.

Hurting me. You’re Hurting me and you don’t even notice it. I am selfish. I cannot notice my reactions. I am explosive and I am toxic. You made me like this. Your love, your treatment made me addicted to you. You love me so much yet you hate me as much. You’re selfish and manipulative. Innocence made me ignorant to your game. That lovely innocence I no longer have. I don’t blame you. I blame my innocence. That ignorance to life. I blame being young and naive. Traumatized to the departure. I wasn’t ready. I was forced to leave. You Wanted to leave. You’re a murder of innocence.