A journey 

One of the worst thing a person could have is Depression. Having depression is worst than being locked in a cage or in a prison. I have depression for months now and it was more than hell. 

I always ask Him why me? I’m too young to experience such thing as this. At the age if 16 i committed suicide few times. Cut wrist, try to stab myself, medicine overdosed—i did that couple of times because that time the only way i can think of an escape is death. At night, I’ll turn off my lights go to the corner of my room and just cry silently hoping that my mom won’t hear me. I already caused a lot of problem and I don’t her to worry again and again. I dont want to share the pain with my mom. Then i left school because I can’t study anymore. I’m afraid of eveything. But i still have my friends so i thought i can still survive this. Until they left. I am left with no one. I can’t go out of the house because my thoughts always messed with me making me thinkthat veryone aroud me is judging every move i make.