Let’s talk about something that is often hidden away. 

We have all felt depressed at some point or another. I’m sure a lot of us have thought negatively about ourselves.  People are to afraid to talk about suicide. Especially Youth suicide.  I’m making this for anyone who feels alone right now and doesn’t know what to do.  If this is you. Message me. I want to try and help. Xx

It's not you, beautiful. Not you. It's not your fault that it didn't work out. It isn't a weakness to feel weary from trying to fix things that keep falling apart. It's not a sin to admit that you're so near to giving up. You are more than the frustrations, insecurities or brokenness that you battle with. You are MORE. You are amazing for waking up at 6:00 AM when you barely slept because of the madness and anxieties swirling inside your head. You are brave for staying gentle; for choosing kindness and grace when darkness is trying to own a corner of your heart. I admire your soul for the light that radiates from it. You are loved. Please keep going. All will be alright.  - KM . . ....

Dear Someone, I Gotta be honest, I feel so lost now, I don't know where should I go, And I'm scared of letting 'em know. so If you see me lonely, just sit beside me, and show me that you care. and if you see me hurting, please, I just need some hugging, you don't need to do much talking, I just need an ear to listen, and a heart that is open. for me to come in.

d e p r e s s i o n

Everyone around me is enjoying the special day. Christmas is supposed to be full of love, joy, and happiness. But I can't seem to feel anything. I show a fake smile while opening my gifts. Thanking my family and friends for their well wishes. But I still feel blank. When will this end? When will this feeling of emptiness disappear and finally fill myself with the happiness I think I deserve. But my mind and heart is still blank. I don't want this anymore.

🌼 | MY TOP 5 CRYSTALS FOR SPIRITUAL AND EMOTIONAL SUPPORT | 🌼

For centuries crystals have been used to protect, inspire and heal us. Crystals also bring power into your meditation and yoga. Here are my top five crystals that can help calm your mind, increase your sense of self-worth and make you feel more energised.  1. Carnelian: When difficult energies are dragging you down, carnelian can be an excellent source of support. The stone comes in deep reds, oranges and browns with specks and or stripes from iron impurities. It can be helpful in healing sexual difficulties, lower back issues and depression. Perfect for stressful situations, carnelian boosts courage and self confidence. Stimulating your root chakra helping circulate energy to your...

So lately I’ve been depressed 😪 , getting out of the cycle 💪🏼💪🏼

So over the past few months I haven’t been as bright, energetic or as happy as usual. I was told I was “clinically depressed” by multiple doctors and each one recommend that I take anti-depressants, through out my life I have met a bunch of different people who take these anti-depressants and the way that these drugs effected them and how coming off the drugs effected them. My mum was taking then and one day we couldn’t afford to get them and she legit lost the plot and I’ve never seen her so spaced out and her mood swings were out of this world (she is okay now tho). So with all the doctor/councillors and therapy sessions I’ve decided that I’m against taking them so...

I can and I will.

Depression is so hard to understand not all people can truly understand what it is. It’s hard for us but we are made to get through all of this and I believe I will. Maybe not now, not tomorrow but i know i will. 🙂

A journey 

One of the worst thing a person could have is Depression. Having depression is worst than being locked in a cage or in a prison. I have depression for months now and it was more than hell.  I always ask Him why me? I’m too young to experience such thing as this. At the age if 16 i committed suicide few times. Cut wrist, try to stab myself, medicine overdosed—i did that couple of times because that time the only way i can think of an escape is death. At night, I’ll turn off my lights go to the corner of my room and just cry silently hoping that my mom won’t hear me. I already caused a lot of problem and I don’t her to worry again and again. I dont want to share the pain with...

[SENSITIVE]: The Garden —

Again, the promise of this poem is rather dark. If this poem affects you in any way, make sure to talk with someone you trust. The message of this poem is not as dark as it may seem. The overall message is a warning, about a misleading act, I will explain below. ____________________________________________________________________________ ____________________________________________________________________________ His child in distress, was leaving him without rest. Until she found comfort, in a rest of her own. Like her own secret garden. Hidden somewhere. Not even a letter, to say she was there. It was all so perfect, till the roses drew blood. Against the thorns she bled. Staining...

[SENSITIVE]: The Battle —  

I am not in here to make money, to make gift points. Though I am adding a 10 coin unlock on sensitive media so it is a conscious effort to read these. Some of my darker poems could cause harm to someone in a hard time. So, be mindful of what you can read, what you can handle. Make sure to look after yourself.  I write for people to feel, but it's not always a nice feeling. The Battle —   Skin tight. Smile bright. All to disguise, her darkest thoughts. At night. For her skin scaled, and wrapped around, the rib cage, of which will hide. Her heart, her soul, the key to her mind. With happiness nowhere in sight For though her smile was bright, her hands were...

Identity theft  

My mate shes taken everything from me, everything people used to asociate with me, they now think of her. Im trying so hard to be selfless but how can you be selfless when your closest friend is always tryna compete! A lil info about me my names jane, im sick and unhealthy, i love the ideas of eating disorders self harm and drugs they make me fell like i have a sence of control when my world is crashing down around me. I love japan and harajuku, i love romance anime, i love kpop bts, i love art and drawing mental health, i love hardcore music and depressing tunes, i love dance and hiphop, im a sucker for korean fashion fuck i love it all... but this girllll this girlll when ever...

I'm so in my head I struggle to get out of bed I would rather go out instead Of being stuck listening Listening to the voices inside my head. Happy Nights! ♡