One cannot be fully happy unless satisfied.
The world isn’t as what you’d expect it to be. In hopes things would have improve your life. As time goes by you’re still facing the same situations in the same places. Repeating annoyingly and literally going nowhere. You’re happy but never satisfied.
It’s hard to breathe with all this anxiety and depression. Sometimes you just have to take that big step instead of dreaming about it. Move overseas and start anew. Make new relationships and discover a new identity to express your full potential and live a more satisfying life.
I transferred my work overseas, went alone leaving no notice to my families and friends. Was driving along the long roads by the bay. Could smell the ocean from miles away. With the wind in my hair. The sand through my fingers like a blanket of heaven. Enjoying every bit of the sun. Where there’s no one around, my anxiety is gone. Just me and myself. And the enjoyment of being satisfied and happy.