You + People

It’s hard to breathe with this anxiety. Giving more of my time, money and effort to help others in hopes they’d do the same for me. No matter who you help, they care about no one but themselves.  The stress of making my own ends meet, the struggle of holding in my emotions. I guess in life, there’ll be times you’ll start as being overly generous but without being wise about it.  People can either beat you down or help you grow. Some may have trouble identifying who is doing any good or bad. FOR EXAMPLE:  People can either be Tares (an injurious weed resembling corn when young) or Wheat (the goods to harvest).  Let’s say, you are planting a seed (life) to grow...

One cannot be fully happy unless satisfied.

The world isn’t as what you’d expect it to be. In hopes things would have improve your life. As time goes by you’re still facing the same situations in the same places. Repeating annoyingly and literally going nowhere. You’re happy but never satisfied. It’s hard to breathe with all this anxiety and depression. Sometimes you just have to take that big step instead of dreaming about it. Move overseas and start anew. Make new relationships and discover a new identity to express your full potential and live a more satisfying life. I transferred my work overseas, went alone leaving no notice to my families and friends. Was driving along the long roads by the bay. Could smell the...

It was easy for that person to leave someone who exposed a first red flag instead of staying to fix something they didn’t break.  It was easy for that person to leave their family who talk down on them and constantly compares them with other people because they know they’ve got potential. It was easy for that person to reject an invitation to have time to recover mentally and focus on getting their life back together. It was easy for that person to say no because they’ve simply had enough. That person went through so much shit that they can’t afford to risk repeating the same mistakes to end up in the same situation where they wanted to end their own life. That person made...

Insomnia

Sometimes it’s impossible to stop these second thoughts especially at night. I’d become so overwhelmed by these thoughts that I’d cry for 15 minutes straight, then I would just blankly stare into nowhere for the next 5 minutes... and repeat the same process over and over again.

Moving on from a breakup

For every guy/girl you’ve been with, is an opportunity to learn from mistakes to become a better person and wise enough to avoid the toxic ones til you find the right one. 

Texts from a Fake Girlfriend/Boyfriend

The topic is as crazy as it sounds. There’s an online service called InvisibleBoyfriend where you can receive texts from a customised boyfriend or girlfriend. I’ve first heard about it through a friend who used it to make his girlfriend jealous which turned into a very awkward breakup. I know because I was there. I’m the third wheeler.... Anyways, the sad truth was he got a bit carried away giving most of his attention to the fake girlfriend which I don’t blame him. His girlfriend was kind of a bitch with high expectations when she couldn’t meet her own. The texts he got from his fake girlfriend are sweet and thoughtful but my dear friend realised it’s wrong and eventually...

Conspiracy thought

What if the air pollution in Asian countries is actually a peaceful gas that effects an individuals mind to commit suicide and that the U.S government is behind the release of the gas to control population or a warning to the Asian governments.

Defensive Parents

It’s so irritating when a parent defends their kid from a trouble they did not/have witness and assume someone else caused the situation. A parent’s responsibility is to care, protect their child, give them the love and happiness they deserve, I get that. But what I don’t get is that they (to some parents) don’t ever ask what happened or admit their child’s fault and not only that, they don’t teach their kid right front wrong. Hence, why there are so many assholes in the world nowadays. If you are a parent, you also have the responsibility to discipline your kids to know the consequences of their own actions and to own up to their mistakes.