Identity theft  

My mate shes taken everything from me, everything people used to asociate with me, they now think of her. Im trying so hard to be selfless but how can you be selfless when your closest friend is always tryna compete!

A lil info about me my names jane, im sick and unhealthy, i love the ideas of eating disorders self harm and drugs they make me fell like i have a sence of control when my world is crashing down around me.

I love japan and harajuku, i love romance anime, i love kpop bts, i love art and drawing mental health, i love hardcore music and depressing tunes, i love dance and hiphop, im a sucker for korean fashion fuck i love it all... but this girllll this girlll when ever anyone korea or japan or dance or weight loss of anyyythinggg thats me, they think of her and its killing me, shes copying every thing thats me and i dont feel like its me anymore 

Shes lost more weight then i did, shes cut deeper then i ever have, shes gotten better at drawing then i have, she knows all my fandoms off by heart, shes obsessed with my favriout bands and she has the cheek to tell me im not a true fan (and im sorry that fuck i get sad a lot and it takes a toll on every aspect of my life including all the shit i enjoy) but fuk whys she gotta be mean about it ;-;

Yes im jelous, i do admit it, but im tryna keep chill, i dont hate people, im always there for people, im a kind person, i just i just need to let myself breath.