d e p r e s s i o n

Everyone around me is enjoying the special day. Christmas is supposed to be full of love, joy, and happiness.

But I can't seem to feel anything.

I show a fake smile while opening my gifts. Thanking my family and friends for their well wishes.

But I still feel blank.

When will this end? When will this feeling of emptiness disappear and finally fill myself with the happiness I think I deserve.

But my mind and heart is still blank.

I don't want this anymore.