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A FIGHT I WILL CHOOSE TO LOSE
Loving is never owning…
I understood the distance between us while loving you, that I will always hope right here in my world as you live yours. I know that my love is not enough. But is my love hopeless?
Will there never be a day that you’ll see me?
Will that someday that I always long for never come? To see myself in your eyes and lay my hands upon your chest while the other is wrapped around the warmth of your neck.
I have not noticed that every beat
of your name upon my chest has become my existence; I am unable to escape this love, breaths constrict, eyes welling with endless ocean drops. Fighting for this
love is a fight I always lose every tick of my existence but chose to still
fight for it.
Am I hopeless?
Every single day I am seeing myself hanging by a thread while I chase this love I have for you. Loving you is a fight I will eternally choose to lose.
These questions are daunting my heart to give up but gives me hope regardless making me forget that you can never be mine. Far beyond my reach with endless distance I can never conquer.
But would it be too much to ask of you to know me even for a moment?
It may be too late to step away from the love I have for you but I will pack my courage and seize this strength to take the path of loving you upon my definite forevers. I will always choose to come undone and an endless pursuit of rushing towards you is set. I breathe and let go.
No words can ever make me let you go as I am ready to lose to have you.
Another great piece of writing Raven. Thank you
A reader such as you keeps me motivated to write the things most of us choose to leave unspoken, Graham. I thank you for taking the time to visit my writings. 🙂🙂🙂
Beautiful :)
Thank you Sarah! please, do feel free to browse my other works.