Mie 🐱 Oct 11, 2018 in Writing Expectations Love is all about give and take. You give the same amount what you took from your partner. For your relationship to be in a state of balance. But if we tend to give much more than what is needed - we then tend to expect much more from our partner, because if we were to tell the truth, if we give more we will receive more. But that is not exactly true, because not all partners have the capacity and passion as you in exerting efforts. We may deny the fact that we expect much more out from them, it does not change the fact that what we expect from them becomes the basis of how real and deep our love for each other is. We should learn never to expect anything grand from them...
Mie 🐱 Oct 7, 2018 in Writing Dry Can't think of anything worth while to write for a while. Been running dry with inspirations and motivations. Been running dry on excitement in my life. Don't know what to write in my every day basis. Too much bottled up feels that can't be expressed by words alone but only thru silence and overthinking. Been too dry with myself where I can't think of how to make my life colorful like the time when I fell in love with a friend that I know can never be mine - but still I wish.
Mie 🐱 Sep 22, 2018 in Writing I helped the guy I love cheat We sure do crazy things when in love. We see and feel right in the wrong things. We also get selfish and greedy. We simply become stupid. Is it bad of me if I say I felt no guilt towards his 6-year girlfriend when we did the deed? I was in ecstasy for he was mine, even if just for that short period of time. It was very selfish of me to think he'd have feelings for me growing just because something happened between the two of us. But everything I assumed proved me wrong when he acted as if nothing happened the very next day and every damn day when we see each other. I was shattered even until today. He called what we did our closure, but closure to what I ask? - I painfully don't...
Mie 🐱 Sep 22, 2018 in Writing True Love hurts Before my college graudation, we went to our school's strawberry farm and there we had our retreat - since our school is one of those catholic schools. I was emotionally broken at that time and I was trying my hardest not to show it to my friends, so I was having fun and all but deep down, I know I am not. It was hard to pretend being the usual happy-go-luck me but I sure tried my best for them and for me. It was at lunch a song was played that hit me through my heart which was like my heart was the one singing it with so much emotion to a point I was in tears yet with a sad and pained yet beautiful smile plastered on my face. The title of the song played was 'Baby, I love you' by...
Mie 🐱 Sep 19, 2018 in Writing One true love I never once believed in the cliched slow motion or love at first sight. But reality hit me hard and good when 3 years ago, I met this transferee who suddenly piqued my interest. Little did I know, he has now become the guy who holds the power to weaken me. What pains me is that, for these long 3 years, I have always been loving him and still am but he can't acknowledge his own great worth and can't accept my love I have for him. I have cried, be giddy, truly happy and got mad because of this one guy who stole my heart the first time we ever met.