Dry

Can't think of anything worth while to write for a while.  Been running dry with inspirations and motivations.  Been running dry on excitement in my life.  Don't know what to write in my every day basis.  Too much bottled up feels that can't be expressed by words alone but only thru silence and overthinking. Been too dry with myself where I can't think of how to make my life colorful like the time when I fell in love with a friend that I know can never be mine - but still I wish.

True Love hurts

Before my college graudation, we went to our school's strawberry farm and there we had our retreat - since our school is one of those catholic schools. I was emotionally broken at that time and I was trying my hardest not to show it to my friends, so I was having fun and all but deep down, I know I am not.  It was hard to pretend being the usual happy-go-luck me but I sure tried my best for them and for me.  It was at lunch a song was played that hit me through my heart which was like my heart was the one singing it with so much emotion to a point I was in tears yet with a sad and pained yet beautiful smile plastered on my face.  The title of the song played was 'Baby, I love you' by...

Divine Love 💕