Shoutout time! 🖤

Honey, I'm home!⚠️

So I took a step back for a bit, as the last post I wrote on here was never posted due to the fact it was an account of every thought going through my head as I got each step closer to having an overdose. I tried, and yet, since then I've gotten married.. it does get better. The days don't, but your life does.. I spend so much of my time fighting myself, my wedding day was a nightmare for my anxiety.. So now I plan to do what I aimed to in the first place and try to open the eyes of the world on such a sensitive topic.  And before you judge my words remember, they are more than words, they are my experiences. The places I go to in my mind, i ask for no approval, just open minds. Love to...

Stay strong⚠️

They tell me to stay strong.  Keep my chin up. You're a strong girl, don't let it get to you.  Yes I am strong, Yes i make it through, Yes i push on, and know that I can always talk to you.  But remember when it's hard and remember feeling lost? Remember when they tell you to talk it out with the feeling of a cost. That everyone has lows and everyone has highs, were just going through our struggles all of a different size.  And yet, with all this help comes a lot more responsibility. More than you could see. You see, the one that needs to let it out this time isn't you, it's me.  So hear me as I scream, hear me as I curse. Hear me as I cry inside and hide behind another...

Until the day comes

Until the day comes where you can wear my shoes. Until the day comes where you can fight my battles. Until the day comes where you can understand my mind, please, don't try.  I've been thinking for a while now. Thoughts festering away at me. Making me feel worthless, useless for not being able to put them into words. For not being able to form them in a way, not to offend but to educate. To help.  For those of you that are struggling whilst reading this please know, I only want to open the eyes of the blind and close minded.  This may not make sense to you right now. But it will.  I can't read your mind, I can't tell you the right or wrong way to cope, but I will be here, I...