Some Medications Side Effects Can Mimic Dementia

I was reading about some medications side effects that mimic dementia. It makes me wonder how many people have been erroneously diagnosed with dementia when in fact they are just suffering a med side effect that their Dr’s just didn’t consider. How many people are wasting away in nursing homes and such because of such oversights?

You + People

It’s hard to breathe with this anxiety. Giving more of my time, money and effort to help others in hopes they’d do the same for me. No matter who you help, they care about no one but themselves.  The stress of making my own ends meet, the struggle of holding in my emotions. I guess in life, there’ll be times you’ll start as being overly generous but without being wise about it.  People can either beat you down or help you grow. Some may have trouble identifying who is doing any good or bad. FOR EXAMPLE:  People can either be Tares (an injurious weed resembling corn when young) or Wheat (the goods to harvest).  Let’s say, you are planting a seed (life) to grow...

One cannot be fully happy unless satisfied.

The world isn’t as what you’d expect it to be. In hopes things would have improve your life. As time goes by you’re still facing the same situations in the same places. Repeating annoyingly and literally going nowhere. You’re happy but never satisfied. It’s hard to breathe with all this anxiety and depression. Sometimes you just have to take that big step instead of dreaming about it. Move overseas and start anew. Make new relationships and discover a new identity to express your full potential and live a more satisfying life. I transferred my work overseas, went alone leaving no notice to my families and friends. Was driving along the long roads by the bay. Could smell the...

It was easy for that person to leave someone who exposed a first red flag instead of staying to fix something they didn’t break.  It was easy for that person to leave their family who talk down on them and constantly compares them with other people because they know they’ve got potential. It was easy for that person to reject an invitation to have time to recover mentally and focus on getting their life back together. It was easy for that person to say no because they’ve simply had enough. That person went through so much shit that they can’t afford to risk repeating the same mistakes to end up in the same situation where they wanted to end their own life. That person made...

Insomnia

Sometimes it’s impossible to stop these second thoughts especially at night. I’d become so overwhelmed by these thoughts that I’d cry for 15 minutes straight, then I would just blankly stare into nowhere for the next 5 minutes... and repeat the same process over and over again.

Tear

Human tear can wash away a sorrow  Cry is not make you weak but you will become stronger  My tear is to wash away my hatred,jealousy,anger and sorrow. Crying make feel better maybe I am just a crybaby 

Anxiety

Anxiety ruins you. It turns a simple or non existent situation, into a catastrophe.  It rips you from sleep. To the point where it makes you sick, because you're so tired.  It creates problems  that aren't even there.  It's like having a little devil on your shoulder. All the time, whispering what could go wrong. And what a nuisance you are, And how awful you are. So you start to repeat all the bad things about yourself.  "Nobody wants you around" "You're so boring" "You're ugly" "Everyone is sick of you" "Your boyfriend is going to get tired of dealing with this" "You're a mess all the time, how could anyone love that?" "Their lives would be better if you just went far away" Should...

Thoughts

I tried to be cheerful as much as I can and smile as wide as my lips can stretch. But until I'm alone with myself, my exterior facade breaks down and I'm not who I am supposed to be anymore.

Honey, I'm home!⚠️

So I took a step back for a bit, as the last post I wrote on here was never posted due to the fact it was an account of every thought going through my head as I got each step closer to having an overdose. I tried, and yet, since then I've gotten married.. it does get better. The days don't, but your life does.. I spend so much of my time fighting myself, my wedding day was a nightmare for my anxiety.. So now I plan to do what I aimed to in the first place and try to open the eyes of the world on such a sensitive topic.  And before you judge my words remember, they are more than words, they are my experiences. The places I go to in my mind, i ask for no approval, just open minds. Love to...

Someone please talk to me

My Doctor Says My Chest Pain Is Just Anxiety, But I’m Not So Sure

Is it really in your head, or are you just unfit?

I can and I will.

Depression is so hard to understand not all people can truly understand what it is. It’s hard for us but we are made to get through all of this and I believe I will. Maybe not now, not tomorrow but i know i will. 🙂