CLOSE TO NEVER

    When you held her, imprisoned in the warmth of your arms I saw how your face lit up chasing the cold winter away.  I only wished your happiness, until you felt that last beat of your heart knocking on your chest for one last time.

     Though my love to reach upon your doorstep may be close to never, you will always have my heart-- the heart that will relentlessly love and honor and guard all your dreams in any way it could.

      My love, letting you know this love may be close to never, letting you know of my existence may be close to never but the impossibility makes me long for you more.

        I am selfish, I am greedy...

        I am selfish for your happiness, I am greedy for your happily ever after to all come true.

      Even if it means of never having you.

       I love you enough to let you go...

       Enough for me to give you up...

       For I love you despite of it all...