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I N T H E E N D

I N T H E E N D

In the end it wasn’t me who will end up wiping away your tears, the one you’ll greet when you get home, in the end it’s not me you will show your heart to; the one who will witness how your eyes sparkle while laughing at something you love, not the one whose silken jet black hair your hands will be playing. In the end it isn’t me who your heart will beat for, the one your eyes will seek in the midst of noise; I will never become the one you will search for solitude, calm and security. In the end, it will never be my heartbeat you will long to hear nor the hands you will hold for eternity. Even so,...

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YOUR HAPPINESS

YOUR HAPPINESS

How many shooting stars should I wish for you to become mine? If I long to make you feel my infinity, how long does forever make? How many nights do it take for me to wait? For me to place your hands upon this heartbeat solely yours? The exquisite break of my heart every time I realize how we are infinitely worlds apart. How my earth revolves on a different axis against your world, my time running so painfully slow while yours flow in a rhythm I could never dance into. I can only watch you from afar, painstakingly accepting the bittersweet reality that I was not made to be...

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IT HURTS

IT HURTS

It hurts because you can never be mine. Sometimes I wonder if words will ever come out the moment my eyes meet yours, I will never know how else my heart will break when it’s already broken. As moments passed, my soul disheartened with the thought of you loving somebody but me. My heartbeats wavering, heart slowly, painfully breaking. But I know that if I give up, I will never know how it feels like to be trapped upon your gaze. It may be hard, tears will drown my voice calling upon your name, calling upon deaf ears. It hurts because you are not...

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ONE DAY, SOMEDAY

ONE DAY, SOMEDAY

I have not seen anything like the smiles you own, with the small dips of your mouth towards happiness I understood that you’ve come a long way to be in the world you wanted to be. Nothing seems like the fireworks exploding in your eyes when you see the dreams you craft into reality, I am struck with the intensity of the life you always wanted to live. In your eyes are worlds I would live to discover, worlds I pray to live with you, and the worlds I hope I could be a part of. But come may be the day that we see each other face to face I hope you will hear the soft screams of my heart, the pounding...

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G O O D B Y E

G O O D B Y E

     It took me a while to choose myself, it took a lot of time to realize that with every bit of love I give, it should equally be provided to myself. With every silent break of my heart within the small moments I have spent loving you, I realized that breaking my heart would be hopeless if you see nothing of its worth.       It took me a while to understand that loving you doesn't mean losing a part of myself; my eyes were blinded with the hope that love conquers all... it doesn't. Love may conquer all if two people are willing to work it out.        Yes, love is never enough.       The broken frame of the future we try to picture together could never be put together, the...

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HERE, MY LOVE IS HERE

HERE, MY LOVE IS HERE

See, the girl who looks upon you... Feel, the love she has for you.... It may sound so wrong, the cliches must have been a replay to cumbersome movies, but I do love you. The girl who never knew how to feel, the girl who is numb shaped human, the girl who could not feel anything at all.The girl who thanks you, your existence for she never felt so alive. I love you more than you will ever know. I love you more than I expect myself to be. It's the way you make me feel that what I feel is real, the way you come into my dreams and the way you...

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CLOSE TO NEVER

CLOSE TO NEVER

When you held her, imprisoned in the warmth of your arms I saw how your face lit up chasing the cold winter away. I only wished your happiness, until you felt that last beat of your heart knocking on your chest for one last time. Though my love to reach upon your doorstep may be close to never, you will always have my heart-- the heart that will relentlessly love and honor and guard all your dreams in any way it could. My love, letting you know this love may be close to never, letting you know of my existence may be close to never but the impossibility makes me long for you more. I am selfish, I am...

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A Love Never To Be

A Love Never To Be

​          ​I know what this is.          A love for you but not for me, for I am the girl you can never see. The girl you are not meant to meet.         I will always be the girl that loves you, who will celebrate the glory days of your life with you and who will love you even more at your worst. I will wipe away your tears, will try to kiss away the pain while we sit and let the pouring rain cascade down our faces as you try to bury yourself in the crook of my neck trying to endure the ongoing onslaught of sobs escaping your lips.           My love has been a shadow; a series of unexpected stop of breaths seeing you smile, the soft thump of my...

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Not His Ever After

Not His Ever After

           I saw him smiling with eyes dancing whenever the sunlight hits his eyes.            It’s when I realized that those set of eyes; those set of jet black mesmerizing eyes are the ones my heart will perpetually beat for eternity.            Oh, how I was not prepared for what will come.            I saw him, in the midst of noise, he's not shining like a beacon like how you usually see on movies; he's there, all alive, breathing in all his glory. Striving to become better, weaving his dreams and making passion his heartbeat.     He's there, away from me, chasing what he loves while my heart chases for him.           ...

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A Kind Of Love

A Kind Of Love

      I have embraced the stark beauty of loving you from a distance, from knowing that upon loving you means being alone on this journey; alone, I will tread the path of this unrequited love. Though there are kinds of this love, kinds where there's no point of turning back even you knew that it's hopeless, even if you knew it's impossible, when you knew he's not meant to be yours.  The struggles are what scare me but push me to endure because isn't the love that endure and persist are the purest of them all?    A kind of love where you exists but a shadow, a love where he is unable to love you back not because you are not lovable but its just that you're not the one his...