G O O D B Y E

     It took me a while to choose myself, it took a lot of time to realize that with every bit of love I give, it should equally be provided to myself. With every silent break of my heart within the small moments I have spent loving you, I realized that breaking my heart would be hopeless if you see nothing of its worth.

      It took me a while to understand that loving you doesn't mean losing a part of myself; my eyes were blinded with the hope that love conquers all... it doesn't. Love may conquer all if two people are willing to work it out. 

      Yes, love is never enough.

      The broken frame of the future we try to picture together could never be put together, the love we hoped is far from the fairy tale we imagined. The painful yet bittersweet break of my heart is a perfect chase of a broken frame with the idea of US..

     Now it's time to let go and accept that you and me could never be the US that I long to imagine. Words are lost, promises broken.

      But my love will always be here, a love that for a time will fade. I will remember the days I felt the pounding of my heart while staring into your eyes, remembering the feeling of hope to wake each morning with your eyes meeting mine. My love will be here, but it'll become a memory.

      I love you but I am now choosing myself. For choosing myself means loving myself. Letting you go is my way of loving you, for we can never force what could never be.

       Love is never enough. Love could not solve everything. But love, with love, through love we can understand.

       It took me a while that before I could take the risk of loving someone, loving someone with their entirety, their whole soul; flaws and perfections in their own way, I need to see the beauty and madness I have inside of me.

       It's time to let you go, my love. I look forward for the day to see the smiles each morning, each morning waking up to the eyes that should have loved me first... ME.

       Goodbye my love, I know this isn't the end. It may be for us but I know not for each other.