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A Love Never To Be

Staring in the distance, thinking of what could never be. Hoping to have the love I can never recieve, dreaming to stare in your eyes that can never see; this love, never to be...
Staring in the distance, thinking of what could never be. Hoping to have the love I can never recieve, dreaming to stare in your eyes that can never see; this love, never to be...


         ​I know what this is. 

        A love for you but not for me, for I am the girl you can never see. The girl you are not meant to meet.

        I will always be the girl that loves you, who will celebrate the glory days of your life with you and who will love you even more at your worst. I will wipe away your tears, will try to kiss away the pain while we sit and let the pouring rain cascade down our faces as you try to bury yourself in the crook of my neck trying to endure the ongoing onslaught of sobs escaping your lips. 

         My love has been a shadow; a series of unexpected stop of breaths seeing you smile, the soft thump of my beating heart while your face looks so solemn thinking of the things you want to do. My whole being sings whenever your eyes sparkle talking about the music you love, the food you just tasted and considered your all-time favorite. My heart feels tight and I find it hard to breathe when I see tears escape your eyes. I know I am forever lost upon this love but I choose to be lost than to lose the love I feel for you. I choose to let you have my heart, my soul and my sound mind; I am your girl who loves you, the girl who will make her heart the home you always needed. Eternity has been my enemy, my lover; for in eternity I found you, you that I could never have and in eternity I lost myself longing to show you the love you will never know. Seasons may change, the sun may set but my love is never to be changing, never to be slowing, never to be stopping, and never to fail.

         I know what this is.

        My world has filled with endless questions, my existence a mystery but I knew from the very first moment you were my answer. You fit the pieces I needed to fill, the gaps my existence are made; you provide reason to all my ambiguities. But I am never the girl that can complete you, never the one that can fill the missing pieces. I understand that no matter how I wish to rewrite my stars and align them to yours, my world your world will never seek each other. I will always be the girl who loves you in the secret of your world, whose love is never meant to be known. A love forever beyond you, for your world, my world is not meant for one another. I am your girl you never knew and will never meet.

         This love is my eternal shadowed love.

          I will always be your girl.

          The girl whose love, never to be. 

          A love for you but not for me.

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