🌨 to the stranger on the busy bus 🌨

everyday we sit here on this bus and I pretend to ignore you, but everyday you make it impossible. because everyday, we share shy smiles, like we know something the world doesn't–– an inside joke between my heart and yours.  and everyday, in my faraway mind, between the sleep and lack of, you and I have already lived enough lifetimes to get me through this one.  but for now, this is my stop.  I’ll see you tomorrow.  - c

 🌨 to the guy i loved 🌨

My head is just a pure mess. My feelings are all over the place and I can't stop my tears from running anymore. I've been through this before... It always displays the same way. I guess I'll never learn. I know it's time for me let go. This love does not bring me peace anymore. It feels like it's a battle ground every damn time. You always hold me down, always acting like you're the one that keeps me breathing when you're the one who's drowning me. It was you, maybe it will always be. Nothing feels real anymore, you get drunk try to forget me and I stay home going insane. One day I won't be here waiting for you. You always took me for granted and you still do. If I knew back then what I...

🌪 deep thoughts 🌪

wouldn't it be cool if we all get the chance to be loved? i sound desperate and pathetic but there are nights that i wonder if god really put me out here on earth without a soulmate, if this is what i am really destined for, to be loved in all forms possible except by the one person who you supposed to share your soul with.  people may think it's childish, people may not understand and refuses to understand how we actually feel, but some time in the past didn't we all became hopeless romantics at some point, never not grateful and contented with all the love i'm receiving but i'm pretty sure i'm allowed to look for that kind of love too, that kind of love that makes you feel happy and...

🌨 to my harold 🌨

maybe in another time, in a parallel universe  you and i will end up with each other  but for now, in this world, this life  i'm just happy that atleast i got to even know you, and secretly love you and even if you never talk to me again, i will still love you in ways i have never loved anyone else. - excerpt from a book i'll never write

TO THE GIRL WHO’S AFRAID TO LOVE 

I know the war you hide beneath your eyelids as the night falls on your tired shoulders. You silence your battles and shove them under the carpet - ashamed to let anyone see your mess. You're not afraid to love; you're afraid of making mistakes and disappointing others. But love, you're human too. I know you're confused and hurting. Sometimes you have to admit the truth that you, too, needed saving. I know you're used to crying alone but just this once, allow yourself to cry on someone's shoulders. Be real. Allow youself vulnerability. Put down your book for a while and allow yourself to make a mistake because that's how you really learn. Sometimes you don't have to be sure about...

Library loves

- The smooth plastic feeling table tops - The buzz of faint far off conversations  - The mild never quite right temperature 

Bloom like a flower🌸

I write some stuff.

“Who am I?” is a question I often ask myself, and something I find hard to answer as well. Hey! Here's an excerpt from my first post in my blog! I also did the cover art for it. So if you're interested, you can click the link to read the whole post! It's basically an introduction about me. So I hope you'll take time to read it. Spread the love! 

Focus and see the beauty in simplicity 💕

Lets go home 

Gimme the grey feels

for you, nothing