Ali May May 5, 2018 in Writing 20 things that give me nice feelings ☀️ 1. Double decker buses. When I see a double decker bus I get really excited and happy all of a sudden and it feels like I’m a little kid again. I honestly don’t know why I like double decker buses but I just do. 2. Bicycles. I like banana seat bikes and bikes with baskets the best because they are comfortable and also really aesthetically pleasing to the eye, they are vintage looking and I just really like them. 3. Symmetry. I like seeing things that are completely and beautifully symmetrical it just give me the upmost satisfaction. 4. Pretty street lights at night. I don’t know what it is but I really enjoy how Marvellous the night can be and seeing spectacular lights cut...
Ali May May 4, 2018 in Mental health Dealing with anxiety on the daily 💫 I feel anxiety everyday sometimes in small amounts, others in huge amounts. For me it all started when i think I was 15 years old, I felt anxious about everything. I was anxious about school, my friends, social interaction, my family, and everyday life. When I am feeling rather anxious I tend to get overwhelmed easily and feeling like I want to be isolated and separated from others completely. I think my feelings of self doubt and constant overthinking began when I used to have some unhealthy friendships which resulted in a bottling of emotions because I felt I could not escape or release the way I felt because of the risk of getting attacked verbally. But over time I’ve learnt...
Ali May May 4, 2018 in Sexuality How I figured out I was a Bisexual Unicorn ✨ I figured out I was Bisexual when I was about 13-15 years old. I definitely felt like I was attracted to boys and girls at a younger age but I just didn’t know the name for it at the time or it it was not the ordinary thing. I remember liking guys for years when I first attended college but also having faint feelings of love for my female friends. I seemed to drift more towards guys back then because that’s what every other girl liked and talked about so I did too but I always had a part of me that felt out of place when talking about my crushes or gossiping with my friends about who I liked. When it finally clicked that I might be apart of the lgbt+ community I at first denied it...