Raven Waters Aug 22, 2018 in Writing I N T H E E N D In the end it wasn’t me who will end up wiping away your tears, the one you’ll greet when you get home, in the end it’s not me you will show your heart to; the one who will witness how your eyes sparkle while laughing at something you love, not the one whose silken jet black hair your hands will be playing. In the end it isn’t me who your heart will beat for, the one your eyes will seek in the midst of noise; I will never become the one you will search for solitude, calm and security. In the end, it will never be my heartbeat you will long to hear nor the hands you will hold for eternity. Even so,...
Raven Waters Aug 9, 2018 in Writing IT HURTS It hurts because you can never be mine. Sometimes I wonder if words will ever come out the moment my eyes meet yours, I will never know how else my heart will break when it’s already broken. As moments passed, my soul disheartened with the thought of you loving somebody but me. My heartbeats wavering, heart slowly, painfully breaking. But I know that if I give up, I will never know how it feels like to be trapped upon your gaze. It may be hard, tears will drown my voice calling upon your name, calling upon deaf ears. It hurts because you are not...
Raven Waters Jul 31, 2018 in Writing RIGHT HERE FOR YOU I look back and try to remember, slowly tracing my steps to where this love began. Where did my first heartbeats become yours? Where did my first tears you have never seen became yours? Yet your eyes, your eyes a screaming desperation of the dreams you wish to live, of the hopes you wish to fulfill; then I realized my love has started ever since your existence became a part of my world. I am the planets spinning around you, the stars looking up to their moon... and from then I understood that I'll always uphold you. I will guard your dreams, the crazy things that ignites the passion in your...
Raven Waters Apr 8, 2018 in Writing A Kind Of Love I have embraced the stark beauty of loving you from a distance, from knowing that upon loving you means being alone on this journey; alone, I will tread the path of this unrequited love. Though there are kinds of this love, kinds where there's no point of turning back even you knew that it's hopeless, even if you knew it's impossible, when you knew he's not meant to be yours. The struggles are what scare me but push me to endure because isn't the love that endure and persist are the purest of them all? A kind of love where you exists but a shadow, a love where he is unable to love you back not because you are not lovable but its just that you're not the one his...