IT HURTS
It hurts because you can never be mine.
Sometimes I wonder if words will ever come out the moment my eyes meet yours, I will never know how else my heart will break when it’s already broken. As moments passed, my soul disheartened with the thought of you loving somebody but me. My heartbeats wavering, heart slowly, painfully breaking.
But I know that if I give up, I will never know how it feels like to be trapped upon your gaze. It may be hard, tears will drown my voice calling upon your name, calling upon deaf ears.
It hurts because you are not mine.
It’s been loving you that kept me in place, kept my sanity intact, kept my reason stronger, faith raging, hope blazing. It’s my love for you that maintained my doubts, my uncertainties, and my fears at bay. For you I have taken all the blues and bruises knowing that this love will always give me endless blows, this I know is given when loving someone who will never know the love I have cherished. Everything that the world will throw, I will take this pain and endure for you.
It hurts because you will never be mine.
But I know, the pain makes it even more real. The love I have for you, it hurts because it's real. Everything that's real makes you feel even more alive.
And I love you even more for that, it may hurt but the love is real.
You are on fire!
Thank you! These days are surely the best time to do some works like these. So please expect to read more of it. :)
Another wonderful piece Raven. Whatever heartbreak you are going through or have gone through, I can see your writing is an expression towards that. A form of coping. Beautiful.