Indelible Ink Nov 1, 2019 in Writing 🌨 to the guy i loved 🌨 My head is just a pure mess. My feelings are all over the place and I can't stop my tears from running anymore. I've been through this before... It always displays the same way. I guess I'll never learn. I know it's time for me let go. This love does not bring me peace anymore. It feels like it's a battle ground every damn time. You always hold me down, always acting like you're the one that keeps me breathing when you're the one who's drowning me. It was you, maybe it will always be. Nothing feels real anymore, you get drunk try to forget me and I stay home going insane. One day I won't be here waiting for you. You always took me for granted and you still do. If I knew back then what I...
Raven Waters Aug 22, 2018 in Writing YOUR HAPPINESS How many shooting stars should I wish for you to become mine? If I long to make you feel my infinity, how long does forever make? How many nights do it take for me to wait? For me to place your hands upon this heartbeat solely yours? The exquisite break of my heart every time I realize how we are infinitely worlds apart. How my earth revolves on a different axis against your world, my time running so painfully slow while yours flow in a rhythm I could never dance into. I can only watch you from afar, painstakingly accepting the bittersweet reality that I was not made to be...
Raven Waters Aug 9, 2018 in Writing IT HURTS It hurts because you can never be mine. Sometimes I wonder if words will ever come out the moment my eyes meet yours, I will never know how else my heart will break when it’s already broken. As moments passed, my soul disheartened with the thought of you loving somebody but me. My heartbeats wavering, heart slowly, painfully breaking. But I know that if I give up, I will never know how it feels like to be trapped upon your gaze. It may be hard, tears will drown my voice calling upon your name, calling upon deaf ears. It hurts because you are not...
Raven Waters Jun 11, 2018 in Advice GETTING HURT In life we get our hearts broken, but getting hurt is not only getting your heart broken. Getting hurt is also having your chances lost, your hope crumpled. Getting hurt is not just about someone leaving you, or betraying you. There are a lot more painful ways of getting your heart broken. Be sure to feel the pain and learn whatever lessons you may get out from it.